PEMILIK HATI

Lihat kudisini..kaubuat kumenangis.. Kuingin menyerah tapi tak menyerah.. Mencoba lupakan tapi kubertahan.. Kau terindah..kan slalu terindah.. Aku bisa apa tuk memilikimu.. Kau terindah..dan selalu terindah.. Harus bagaimana kumengungkapkannya.. Kau pemilik hatiku.. Mungkin lewat mimpi..kubisa tuk memberi.. Kuingin bahagia tapi tak bahagia.. Kuingin dicinta tapi tak dicinta.. Kau terindah..kan slalu terindah.. Aku bisa apa tuk memilikimu.. Kau terindah..dan selalu terindah.. Harus bagaimana kumengungkapkannya.. Kau pemilik hatiku.. Can not predict when this feeling come to your heart. Only know it will make you sad and hurt if see him unhappy and hurt or make you relieve if see him happy. You have used to with his existance and it come so smoothly day by day and time by time without you realize he is worth for you until he is leaving you. Suddenly everything become unworth for you and all the tears, happiness, empathy, yearning is blowing out. But you only can do nothing to change it. Allah decide one's mate at the first and maybe now I believe it. Allah know the best for HIS decision and best for him. How can you be sad if all this thing will make him better than know. Allah create the sun rise beautifully, sound of water, colourful plants just for human best kind. Got to be sure everything HE decide is for our kind too. Although it will need more 1 year to cure 'yours' again. "Berusaha kukembalikan hati ini kepadamu sang Pencipta Hati"..