Ten Sarong (continued)

-The fourth person-
His name is Mr. Topik. He always help my family every weekend. Having two beloved children and all girls. He is a hard worker en always do his duty by heart and smile. So humble person..and no ambitions..Seeing world in his own simple way. Doing something by heart even it is not a big things for someone else, I think it is a worth job. Especially if you doing something for goodness.

-The fifth person-
I found him by accident at the graveyard At "Idul Adha 1430H". In his daily life he helps her mother to clean this area. You know I haven't even know his name..but I do it by heart..haha


Hope Can Find Someone Else .. --If you are sad then doing something for someone else en make them happy can cure your heart and keep your smile :-)--

Ten Sarong ( continued )

-First Person-
I have found several special person to be given these ten sarong. The first one is Holmes-his brother usually call him-. He lives in with his 7 brothers and sisters in small house and only accompanied by his mother only. After his father pass away, her mother become uncontrolled. They don't have any income and does she is. This condition makes her frustrated, bad temperred, cruelty. Her children become frustrated with her and it cause one of his children get suicide. Another become naughty boys, and one of them become 'gay'-while every week there are so many guys come to pick him and give him money for getting 'something' from him-. Holmes' sister also get divorced with her husband. That's all because of their poverty. Holmes is a naughty boy too, but I hope this sarong will give him little inspiration to start praying. I really hope so..

-Second Person-
The second is Andre. His father job is gravedigger in my home site area. He dig graveyard and clean it. After his father pass away, he replace his father duty. I really appreciate his father dedication. I hope he will become a good person too just like his father..

-Third Person-
The third is Mr. Salim. He was an orphan. He lives in 'Panti asuhan Muhammadiyah' since he was a child. When he become a man he dedicate himself in this institution as care taker. He lives in humble with his wife and his 3 children. His first child is boy and the other are girls. It's my lucky if I could give a little gift for a person like that. I hope his children will be a good person someday just like their parents..

Ten Sarong

Prior to "Idul Adha" day.. I have no plan to buy goat as usual. I want to give ten sarong for ten people who really need it. Now I'm searching for that ten people. Each people will have their own story..hehe, maybe it would take several months to find them.
No word to say just Wish Me Luck..

My First Day

Alhamdulillah..hari ini merupakan shaum..tarawih..mengaji..buka puasa pertamaku di bulan suci ramadhan.


Tapi upppzzzz ini juga hari pertamaku nonton film seharian ..Hhhmmm nonton Gokusen sampai 12 episode..( rekor terbaruku ..dari film ini aku belajar >>FIGHT-OH!OH !<<

Alhamdulillah ..

Alhamdulillah..
Akhirnya ada jalan juga buat menyalurkan hobi yang lama tak tersalurkan.
Ibu kepala sekolah itu mau mempertimbangkan resume-ku buat mengajar di sekolahannya.
Semoga bisa dimulai minggu depan..

Ada tantangan baru dalam 'sistem mengajar' kali ini.
Dulu biasanya aku mengajar mapel IPA,MAT,English..tapi kali ini lain..berhubung ga ada lowongan lagi selain mengajar kesenian dan olah raga.
Waduh..bisa nggak ya? Melukis..Menyanyi..Olah Raga..semua masih bisa kulakukan except Menari..ntar malah tak ajarin senam tarian BL dan cha cha..hehe
Tantangan barunya lagi adalah kali ini aku mengajar di sekolah Luar Biasa so pasti banyak banget tantangan dan hambatan yang akan kuhadapi..
Ya Allah..Ya Rabb..Berilah aku Kekuatan dan Ridho-Mu untuk berjalan di jalan-Mu.
Aku yakin bahwa di dunia ini semua anak berhak mendapat pengajaran including for the disorder one..

Hari ini aku dah mulai mencari buku2 tentang bagaimana menjadi seorang guru seni dan olah raga yang baik. Semoga Sukses ..( Motivate my self )




Inspired by :
Astuti Wiwin Widi..Ada tiga hal di dunia ini yang amalnya terus mangalir : anak yang sholeh - ilmu yang bermanfaat - amal jariyah.

Eclipse

Hari minggu kemarin aku coba ngabisin waktu sama temen2ku..nonton bioskop di probolinggo. Meski film 'Ketika Cinta Bertasbih' diputar agak terlambat di kotaku tapi yang penting suasana rame2 nonton bareng teman. Biasanya sih kita saling mengkomentari isi film yang lagi kita tonton. Jadi ceritanya bikin diskusi kecil2an di dalam bioskop..hehe. Tapi yang terjadi kemarin malah kita terpisah2 coz tempat duduknya hampir full, abiz gitu sepanjang film kita malah tangis2an..hiks..hiks.

Ada sebaris kata yang sedikit aku ingat dari ucapan Ana di film itu " Bukannya saya tidak mau dimadu tapi sebagai seorang wanita saya juga mempunyai hak untuk menolak sebelum dinikahi, Seandainya saya tidak bisa menjalankan kewajiban sebagai seorang istri maka saya ikhlas untuk dimadu "..kurang lebih kayak gitu kata2 Ana waktu ta'aruf..
Menurutku itu jawaban yang bijaksana dari seorang wanita..dan aku setuju dengan jawabannya. Membuat bahagia seorang suami adalah pahala bagi seorang istri, jika istri tidak mampu memenuhi kewajibannya maka dia harus mengikhlaskan haknya, sungguh sangat berat..Jadi sangatlah salah bagi seorang suami yang menelantarkan istrinya selama sang istri masih mampu melakukan kewajibannya.

Sometimes I think I have to do 'Ta'aruf'. It such an impossible things but who knows it is the best way for me. I still remember one of my friend say that we must have a lot of friends so there will be chance to meet our soulmate..but unfortunately I can't think and do like that..I still believe in Him, how difficult-how hard the way I'm sure there still a chance to meet our soulmate coz God already decided it..
He also say..except Siti Nurbaya case..Ya Allah, unfortunately I think I'm just like siti nurbaya type..May God help me.

Little things that make us 'happy'

Sometimes we don't realize that a little things is worth for us..and make us happy..

For example this evening..I'm trying to make 'Mie Kwali' and find the right recipe. Last night I've bought 'mie kwali' in probolinggo and this is the first time I taste it. It has unique taste but I like it. Because the kind of this food cooked above kwali so we use 'arang' for cooking it and make it's taste unique alias 'bau agak gosong dikit'. I'm so curious to make it and get the right taste..

After 1.5 jam making it outside then I can prepare my 'mie kwali'. All family like it..but.. I think I haven't got the right recipe yet. So next time I'll try to make it again. the most important thing in this event is all family gather in one place..my father,my brother and my sister's husband are chatting outside. My sister playing with her son accompanied by Reza,Lia, Mei, Mia ( they all my nephew ). My mother prepare drinks for us. We are happy..Hhmm maybe next week I'll try to make new recipe, cooking for them, spending time with them..

Capek jg pakai 'english' so tak pakai bahsa indonesia yang baik dan bener aja. 'Indonesian' : mode : ON..

Kesimpulannya kita semua senang..Sepertinya tidak ada yang kurang dalam hidupku..Pingin keluarga besar dah ada didepan mata; Pingin kerja nyantai Alhamdulillah dah dapet; Pingin punya anak, dah ada keponakan yang ndut en cakep -spt baby huey- dan kuanggap seperti anakku sendiri..masalah e dari awal dia lahir aku juga ikut merawat termasuk begadang tengah malam..hehe kangen juga dengan waktu itu..Serasa menjadi seorang 'ibu' beneran cuman bedanya aku nggak ikut melahirkannya..tapi itu dah cukup untuk membuktikan bahwa pengorbanan seorang ibu sangatlah besar..

Hari ini sekali lagi aku mengucapkan Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb..Ya Rahman..meski banyak cobaan tapi Engkau menunjukkan Kebesaran-Mu. Melalui event kecil ini -yang mungkin cuman hal sepele bagi orang lain- tapi bisa juga membuat kita bahagia. Membuat orang terdekat dengan kita bahagia adalah hal yang 'paling membahagiakan' didunia..Melihat orang yang terdekat dengan kita sedih akan membuat hatimu sedih juga..



Note: Jika hatimu sedih cobalah untuk memberikan kebahagiaan kepada orang lain..Secercah warna bahagia di raut wajah mereka merupakan obat bagi hatimu dan anugrah bagimu untuk mendapatkan rasa bahagia itu sendiri..Sesuatu yang kurang berarti bagimu mungkin adalah sesuatu yang berharga bagi mereka..

Bye..bye my trip ticket

Di bilang nyesel ya nggak nyesel..tapi tetep aja kepikiran..
Ticket trip-ku buat ke Netherland kutukar dengan laptop baru buat nge-gantiin laptop jadul-ku..hiks hiks. Semoga bisa dapet rejeki buat beli tiket lagi..I Hope So..

Ketika Cinta..

When I don't believe anything en anyone..
I try to still get faith on you..

When someone betray my trust..
You always keep your promise..

When someone en something hurt my heart..
You never let me down..

When I doubt anyone loyalty..
You always be my side..

When unhappiness come and my tears falls down..
You always listen to my pray..


QUIETLY..SMOOTHLY..GENTLY..YOU GET INTO MY DEEP'IN HEART..



Inspired by : I, Me, Myself

Simple en Cheap Round Trip to Lumajang - East Java - Indonesia

This is the second time I spend my weekend at Anna's house at Penanggal-Lumajang-East Java-Indonesia. I go there with my best friend Amelia and Anna Maria. This time I take public transportation to reach that resort..why? coz I'd like to estimate the trip budget in order to promote some tourist resort to Joyce Van de Pol, Joel Van de Pol and their spouse, they will come in this june after they get their bachelor degree.. Miss U all after six years ago.

First place is Bamboo's jungle at Gerbang Mas. A lot of monkeys, big bat or we call it 'kalong' and a sacred fish are in there. It's so natural..that's why I visit this place for the second time. You can smell bamboo's leaves..huuaaahh..so freshy. 

Second place is Mount Sawur. This is the highest place in lumajang, from here you can see the whole view of lumajang from top and also coast. This place used for monitoring Semeru's Volcano activities.

And the third place is water source 'Tirta Sari'. Some people get swim there. We take some picture of Us. The special things from this place is the water sourse is not come from under the ground but comes from a lot of bamboo's tree behind this pool. In my opinion this bamboo's trees function as a filter.

When we get home, we drop by to Anna's brother field. It's harvesting time..all the field looks yellow like a gold. But we dont harvest rice..we pick some tomatoes there..collect it into a basket..take it home..and it's all free alias 'Gratis!' what a kind of them..

U know that sometimes I wanna live like a farmer..in quiet place..small family..Dont think too much..No circumstances influence..Oh What a simple life.. BUT sometimes we have to sacrifice that dream coz life is not as easy as like that :-) .

My Dream..Will come True or Not ?

Pusiingg banget yen mikirin secercah impian yang belum terwujud. Will it come True or Not ?
When I was a child, my family from Holland en Germany often visit families in Indonesia..I was so happy when they came to visit us here. It was my big hope to meet all families in Holland, touching snow,get family reunion there. I was also dreaming to continue my study in Holland and until now it haven't come true. Getting a good job give me a hope to reach my dream. Unfortunately I'm still in training so I'm not sure Could I reach my dream soon? Some reason make me sure it will not come true :
- I'm still on job training , solution : be patient until get annual leave plus have enough money ..:-) Need more than one year..
- Regarding to my age..I'm not teenagers anymore and soon I've to get married..:-), solution : if I married so I'll go with my husband there but I think it will need uncertain time+so many considerations..
- I'm not sure my families in Holland will accept me warmly coz I wear veil now, my negative thinking is .. I look like terrorist (khuaayal dech) - most of them Christian - Do they accept me warmly ?..

Hhhhmmm..so I decide to make goal for reaching it. Going to Holland next year is my goal. Mungkin nggak ya???? Possible or not ? What I have to do?
Now I start saving more money and keep in touch with families there..(I'm trying now..) WISH ME LUCK..


Note : With Love for : Oma Kitzia+Opa Mozes, Oma Henny, Oma Zilla, Opa Willy+Oma Nelly, Oma Dina+Opa Victor ( who sick now-GBU ), Joyce Van de Pol+Benny, Joel Van de Pol,Valiant de Haas+Cedrik de Haas+Ivan de Haas ( wanna meet U all ), Om michel tureay+Gabriel, Om Johan de Haas+Sylvia, en All families there..Wish Me Luck.. by the way photo arrangement-nya berantakan hiks..hiks.. I'm not a good computer programmer HELP ME...

Lovely Friday..

Friday is the best day..because now I'm planning how to spend my holiday on Saturday + Sunday get little relaxed..

Then . . . The Alarm Bell Rings . . .

Yesterday was a hard day for me .. For a while I lost my faith. Loosing my trust. Conflict between my logic-my heart-my feeling. No! It happen to me again. I don't believe my eyes, my ears, my mind and also my feeling. But I still believe in YOU..Keep my faith on YOU..Rest my life on YOU..Make sure YOU will give the best for me..Ya Rahman-Ya Rahiim.

Today is Monday,my first day activity in power plant this weekend. En this morning, I wanna do nothing & think nothing. During the journey to power plant I only sleep freely,trying to forget everything. As usual I arrive at my Lab at 07.00 a.m-1 hour early- than the others. When I try to open my Lab door then..I heard the alarm bell rings loudly from inside. Is there any fire attack inside? Where are the staffs? Is there no one inside? Why is it still quite inside? How if there is fire attack inside and only me know this accident? What should I do ? It make me hesitate to open my Lab door-it also force my brain for thinking after I decide to think nothing today- I walk around my lab and finally I take the corner door-I think this is the safest place if there is fire fighting inside :-) -. Open the door carefully, use my nose to smell if there any smoke, and use my eyes to find someone inside. The alarm bell rings so loudly inside, and grateful I meet one of staff Lab. He told me that the alarm bell is broken and keep ringing since yesterday. So that morning I have to use my ear protection to banned super noisy sound in that room. But I still on my bad mood. I put my bag and put my head on it, close my eyes, get dzikir to calm my mind - It take almost 0ne hour -
Finally when I open my eyes, I am ready to start activity this morning. Maybe it because of the alarm bell ringing, so it awake all of my logic, my ears, my eyes, and my mind..Do you think so ?

Missing Things

Almost these two weekends I have no plan and go nowhere. I spent my time at home.
I intend to doing my last activities that I've missed for six months because of my training schedule.
Hhhmmm.. Let's start :

At 05.00 a.m after getting praying I start cleaning my house - to broom, to mop, to wash the clothes - quietly and quickly. It's like doing fitness in the morning. Although I've lost 50% of my power but I feel satisfied with the result..

At 06.00 a.m I go to traditional market to buy all things for cooking. When I arrived at the market, I start bargaining with the sellers. It's so interesting to get things with the lower price than the sellers offered. Finally I get all the things I need for cooking.

At 07.00 a.m I'm ready to cook and I don't let my mother to help me. I want to do it by myself. Today I'd like to make traditional food "bothok" and "asem-asem ikan laut". Special appearance of "bothok' coz it is covered by banana leaves and steamed for one hour-mmhh.. I really like this- During training I can't find these kind of food in restaurant or mall even in Udiklat (training center for power plant). Finally I prepared my foods in dining room. I hope my family like it, the important things for a cook is when the consumers satisfied with our foods. Oh Thanks my grandmother-Muntinah deHaas- U've created me become truly woman. She taught me all the things to become a good woman-wife-and mother- (he..he grew up before d'time). May God Bless You in Heaven..I miss and often remember you when I stand in the kitchen.

At 09.00 I've finished all my activities in the morning. Now its my turn to spent time with friends or my baby-cute-little nephew.. :-)



Maybe for some people it is bored activities in the morning but It means a lot for me..

Maybe for some people this activities wasting time and energy so you can ask someone else to do it but I really enjoy it ..

Or Maybe next time when you're so busy and have no time to do it you will forget this activities but deepin my heart I really miss it and try to spend time for this activity..

Kok ke TWSL sich ?

Weekend ini aku coba ngabisin waktu bersama-sama dengan temen kantor-ku..Kebetulan mereka pingin aku nunjuk-in tempat-tempat 'OK' (he..he..menurutku sih lumayan OK buat hiburan di kota kecil) di Probolinggo-lovely hometown. Tet..jam 10 pagi mereka dah nyampe di depan Giant hypermart en langsung aja kita pergi ke tempat tujuan. Tujuan pertama pergi ke Toko Buku Toga Mas nganterin Arum beli buku. Eh ..ga tahunya pulang dari Toga Mas yang bawa oleh-oleh buku bukan cuman Arum tapi kita semua..(kompak ! hidup jiwa korsa !!).

Tujuan kedua aku ajak mereka ke probolinggo new harbour..tak pikir mereka pasti suka eh ga tahunya temen2ku kurang -interested in- Maybe because the weather is hot that day So kita cepet-cepetan pergi dari sana en langsung menuju tujuan terakhir TWSL (Taman Wisata Studi Lingkungan-ne Probolinggo punya).
Arum, Rini, Uki agak heran tempat apa sich TWSL? Ya semacam kebun binatang mini tapi juga dipakai sebagai studi bagi para pelajar -mungkin untuk menumbuhkan rasa mencintai lingkungan sekitar kita- Yang pertama jadi perhatian kita adalah lengkingan suara si Siamang, suara kerasnya bisa terdengar sampai di seluruh areaTWSL. Kemudian koleksi terbaru tempat ini ada beruang madu plus buaya yang kesepian ditambah lagi mau di datangkan harimau..Waduh apes bener yang jadi dokter hewan-e? - secara temenku Andry barusan diterima PNS sebagai dokter hewan trus ditempatkan di TWSL-selamat berjuang Ndry! selamatkan hewan-hewan ini dari kepunahan- Masalahnya kemarin2 Andry udah jadi korban gigitan hewan -si nyamuk aedes- sampai masuk RS..:-).

Meski koleksi binatangnya belum banyak tapi kami memanfaatkan fasilitas yang ada..pilihannya so pasti 'bandulan'. Dan emang banyak permainan anak-anak yang lain ( sekali-kali memakai mainan anak-anak boleh dong! yang penting mainannya ga rusak karena kelebihan kapasitas..he..he ).
Aku ngambil beberapa jepretan di TWSL..Ada Arum en Uki yang lagi marahan, Sweet lady in action, Uki en Me lagi main ayunan, Uuuppss..yang satu lagi foto siapa yach? -sorry salah jepret foto-


By : Astuti Wiwin Widi

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY ( Part ONE )

The wind blows gently passing through that old wooden house. In that small house, Mr.Karyo lives with his wife and his 4-beloved children. He put his pedicab in front of his house. Mr Karyo's family is ready to have their lunch. Rice, spicy sauce,'kangkung', en glass of water are their lunch for today, tomorrow, and they day after..Mr.Karyo have no money to buy better food. Sometimes his family don't get breakfast or dinner because there is nothing to eat.
Do you think he lives happily ?...

Laura lives in a big house. There are swimming pool, private gym, delicious food and beverages, branded cars, and other facilities in it. Her husband is young, handsome, smart, and success in career. They have 2 children, boy and girl.
Do you think she lives happily ?...

Bramantyo is a smart young man. He is rich businessman, handsome, romantic, and he can easily get girls he wanted.
Do you think he lives happily ?...

Sheila just got divorce with his husband six months ago. Now she lives in her boarding house with no children.
Do you think she lives happily ?...

Find The Answer . . . . . .



By : Astuti Wiwin Widi
Note : Small award for whom can answer it correctly ..:-)

Asmarandana Darah Barata

This long weekend I did nothing at home. Just spent my time with family and friends. I read some books that I haven't finished yet. One book make me interested in..'asmarandana darah barata-Love theory of getting a good descendant' by wawan susetya.

First time when I bought this book, I hesitate and so embarrassed to buy it especially when I paid at cashier. I thought it's contain is 'aneh-aneh' but I'm absolutely wrong..Its really a good book ! This book full of morality message but believe me you will get confused with ancestry-genealogy of each characters in it so my suggestion don't be so serious when you read it but catch moral message from it. :-)

Here is the synopsis :
Do you believe that our ancestry quality can be planned before you meet your spouse? The secret is in ourselves. A good character you're maintained is the staple, Live in society is the container, and the tools is hard working-rigen (dexterous)-gemi (economical)-nastiti (carefully)-sumerep ing petang (wise)-ngelmu (knowledge)-tumemen ing sedya (focus on step)-en nyegah kayun (emotional control).
Emotional controlled is a main tool to fight against a tempt from circumstances. If we cannot control it then means you create your own bad fate. On the other hand, If we willing to be patient and take concern in circumstances you will find your candle of life. Glorious and honourable will follow you and your achestry..

Above all, I am conscious that nobody is perfect. We're just weak human who wants to get better en better in their life..human who wants to live happily ever after..human who have passion /desire in their life.

Adapted from : AsDB book

One Day in Probolinggo Beach

Last weekend I spent my holiday with my best friend Amelia..Actually we wanna get swimming but I was tired at that time so we decided to visit our new harbour in Probolinggo, we're curious with this. When we arrived there, Subhanallah its was so+so en so nice place in the center of Probolinggo city. What a poor of us ! We dont know this place for several months ( the construction begin last year and now is still under construction ). 

This beach is not only for harbour. We saw people use it for fishing, swimming, sightseeing ( just like us ). Really so nice view there, we ate 'rujak manis' - somekind of spicy-sweet fruit salad with nut sauce - and got coconut drink. There are also cafetaria in that resort ( it belongs to Dinas Perikanan Pemkot Probolinggo ), fuel station, motor boats. I think in the future this resort will be a very good place to be visited.

Amelia asked me to make 'perahu kertas' from piece of paper, wrote down our wish on it and throw it into the sea..hope our wishes come true ( what a silly things ! but we do it just for fun ). Then I took a pic of her when she wrote down her wishes seriously..

When we got home, Dodik-our friend-called. He asked me to go to his school where he teach now. In that school Amelia saw a bicycle, and directly asked dodik to borrow that bicycle from the owner..For a half an hour we rode that bicycle around the school - we just like two elementary students with their new toys - Ohhh... Its remind me with my childhood..Full of happines, spontaneous, cheerful, de el el..I think sometimes adults could act just like children to memorize good things they have already done in their childhood and made them happy.

Note : Sorry the pictures are full of my pics - this story tell about the others 20%, about me 40% and 40% about me too .. :-)

My Prince

You make my life cheerful..and I like to cheer you too..


Me : Abi, what are you doing ?
My Prince: Tet..tet..tet..
Me : Look forward to your mommy
You see..
My Prince : Maww..maww..Aisss..

Me : Do you want some food ? Ice ? I'll get it for you..
But would you please look forward ?
Give your best smile for us..

My Prince : He..eh
Me : Ok.Good ! Nice ! Dont move ! I'll hold you ..
One ..Two..Thr... Upps !
My Prince : Ohhhhwwww... ( he ask me to get him down ),,,CLICK..


Oh ..What a hard trying to ask him get pic with me..
[ So far I have never got pic with him except now :-)]
But Thanks God !! I have it now..

BERDZIKIR

Puisi ini terbersit selama perjalanan ke tempat kerjaku antara Paiton-Probolinggo..kemudian jadi dech..

BERDZIKIR ( Mengingat - MU )

Adakah kau perhatikan tumbuhan padi di sawah ?
Dia menanggung hidup orang banyak...

Adakah kau perhatikan pohon-pohon disekitarmu ?
Dia memenuhi kebutuhan nafasmu...

Adakah kau perhatikan hewan-hewan ternak yang menyediakan makanan dan minuman bagi kita ?
Bahkan..hewan buas sekalipun masih menyumbangkan gading, kulit, daging, dan racunnya pula bagi kepuasan manusia semata...

Adakah kau perhatikan gunung-gunung yang seolah-olah mati bahkan dengan letusannya yang mengerikan ?
Dia masih menanamkan berjuta-juta harapan bagi petani dan penambang...



Adakah kau merasakan sang Ibu melahirkan dan membesarkanmu menjadi insan yang utuh ?

Adakah kau merasakan sang Ayah menanggung beban hidupmu dan keluarga dengan berbulir-bulir keringatnya ?

Adakah kau merasakan bahkan algojo terkejam di dunia ini masih meninggalkan hikmah yang begitu dalam bagi sejuta umat manusia ?



Ingatlah pada Tuhan-mu
Ya Allah .... Ya Rabb...
Ya Rahman ...Ya Rahim...
Begitu besar kasih sayang- Mu pada kami makhluk ciptaan-Mu.

Patutkah aku mempunyai rasa benci pada sesama makhluk hidup ciptaan-Mu jika Engkau Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang...

Patutkah aku merasa terbaik jika Engkau Maha Pemberi Kebaikan dan Kemuliaan...

Patutkah aku merasa benar dan berkuasa jika Engkau Maha Haq dan Maha Kuasa...



Sungguh aku tidak berarti apa-apa bagi-Mu tapi Engkau adalah Pemilik-ku.


Diatas sajadah ini aku bersujud memohon belas kasih sayang dan petunjuk-Mu untuk menjalani hidup ini dengan berdzikir kepada-Mu.



Created by : Astuti Wiwin Widi
Inspired by : Bapak - koe

Who Am I ?

Who am I ?
- seem look like one of Chinese film title -

When I was child I like to make simple stories - extremely full of imagination. But My education schedule become heavier and only have a little spare time so I quit to write. Through this blog I'd like to write some stories mmmhhh.. maybe its 20 % simple story en 40 % about me and the others 40 % about me too..
I like to learn something new but it must be a good ones to improve myself.

I've got my bachelor degree at UPN'Veteran'Jatim university (one of private university in Indonesia) major in chemical engineering degree. Not being accepted in state university is my 1st shock..en the 2nd shock is when I can't pass my last industrial design so I've to repeat it 3 months later-make me don't get my cumlaude-..My Lord why its happening to me ??. But I learn something from this : There is a beautiful plan from God to me in each sorrow and make me being stronger and stronger..

I used to work as English instructor (That's why most of my writing in this blog will be in English); School teacher and private teacher ( I love this hobby and I'll continue it even I'm not a teacher anymore ); General Affair ( I like this job because I always meet foreigner even they are an auditor for my company ); Secretary/Accounting of private company ( I know the owner and he's very kind to me so I treat him as if he is my father ); Marketing of Bank...
Can U imagine that my work experience is totally different from my educational background. Thanks God !! I've got the right one now-Chemical Laboratory staff in state power plant-

Everyone and everything surrounding me is my best teacher. Learning more and more is a good thing I have to be done but I can't reach it all ..You know why? because I think World is not enough for you..


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