BISMILLAH

It has been 8 months after I left my hometown and lived in Jepara, Central Java.
I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong. But I have already chosen it and now its my duty to carry on my life. BISMILLAH ..

DOGGY

DOGGY

It's been a long time never wrote something in my blog diary :-).
Happy birth day to me @ April 24th. Just like in the past years..there is nothing special @my birth day. But Life is a biggest gift that must be grateful of it..I love my life..my family..my friends..and all things around me.

Last sunday my best friend allowed me to go to her uncle's house in Bremi -I really love Bremi,mountainous place, with its fresh air, greeny smell from trees, sound of earth, hmmm...I wanna have a house there.
Uncle Lasino have alot of cats in his house, and now there are dogs too. Aunt Lasino looks after all of them. One of their dog is not normal as the other dog. He lost one of his legs. Someone cut it, and dont know whats the reason he cut it. What a pity dog. I called him doggy. That doggy reminds me to my past time when I was a child, My grand parents have alot of animals in their house, a lot of dogs too. I used to play with them without knowing that doggy is "najis". I used to love my dog,there is special relationship between you and doggy..I do really know about it..
When I saw that doggy, I cry @my heart, It just like a feeling when I lost my lovely doggy. This doggy is disorder now. But he play with the other dog happily en cheerly as if he wasn't wounded -Subhanallah- the dog face so childish en touch my heart -no pain,no sadness, and no regret- If someone got disorder like that dog maybe his life will change, he will feel sad and maybe regret at whole of his life.
Oh God..this make me encourage to reach my forgotten ambition, be a teacher at SLB..Even though the headmaster refuse me to work there, but I will try it again..doing this thing can make me happy..Make no sadness and inconfident feeling of disorder one..God Please help me..

Ten Sarong (continued)

-The fourth person-
His name is Mr. Topik. He always help my family every weekend. Having two beloved children and all girls. He is a hard worker en always do his duty by heart and smile. So humble person..and no ambitions..Seeing world in his own simple way. Doing something by heart even it is not a big things for someone else, I think it is a worth job. Especially if you doing something for goodness.

-The fifth person-
I found him by accident at the graveyard At "Idul Adha 1430H". In his daily life he helps her mother to clean this area. You know I haven't even know his name..but I do it by heart..haha


Hope Can Find Someone Else .. --If you are sad then doing something for someone else en make them happy can cure your heart and keep your smile :-)--

Ten Sarong ( continued )

-First Person-
I have found several special person to be given these ten sarong. The first one is Holmes-his brother usually call him-. He lives in with his 7 brothers and sisters in small house and only accompanied by his mother only. After his father pass away, her mother become uncontrolled. They don't have any income and does she is. This condition makes her frustrated, bad temperred, cruelty. Her children become frustrated with her and it cause one of his children get suicide. Another become naughty boys, and one of them become 'gay'-while every week there are so many guys come to pick him and give him money for getting 'something' from him-. Holmes' sister also get divorced with her husband. That's all because of their poverty. Holmes is a naughty boy too, but I hope this sarong will give him little inspiration to start praying. I really hope so..

-Second Person-
The second is Andre. His father job is gravedigger in my home site area. He dig graveyard and clean it. After his father pass away, he replace his father duty. I really appreciate his father dedication. I hope he will become a good person too just like his father..

-Third Person-
The third is Mr. Salim. He was an orphan. He lives in 'Panti asuhan Muhammadiyah' since he was a child. When he become a man he dedicate himself in this institution as care taker. He lives in humble with his wife and his 3 children. His first child is boy and the other are girls. It's my lucky if I could give a little gift for a person like that. I hope his children will be a good person someday just like their parents..

Ten Sarong

Prior to "Idul Adha" day.. I have no plan to buy goat as usual. I want to give ten sarong for ten people who really need it. Now I'm searching for that ten people. Each people will have their own story..hehe, maybe it would take several months to find them.
No word to say just Wish Me Luck..

My First Day

Alhamdulillah..hari ini merupakan shaum..tarawih..mengaji..buka puasa pertamaku di bulan suci ramadhan.


Tapi upppzzzz ini juga hari pertamaku nonton film seharian ..Hhhmmm nonton Gokusen sampai 12 episode..( rekor terbaruku ..dari film ini aku belajar >>FIGHT-OH!OH !<<

Alhamdulillah ..

Alhamdulillah..
Akhirnya ada jalan juga buat menyalurkan hobi yang lama tak tersalurkan.
Ibu kepala sekolah itu mau mempertimbangkan resume-ku buat mengajar di sekolahannya.
Semoga bisa dimulai minggu depan..

Ada tantangan baru dalam 'sistem mengajar' kali ini.
Dulu biasanya aku mengajar mapel IPA,MAT,English..tapi kali ini lain..berhubung ga ada lowongan lagi selain mengajar kesenian dan olah raga.
Waduh..bisa nggak ya? Melukis..Menyanyi..Olah Raga..semua masih bisa kulakukan except Menari..ntar malah tak ajarin senam tarian BL dan cha cha..hehe
Tantangan barunya lagi adalah kali ini aku mengajar di sekolah Luar Biasa so pasti banyak banget tantangan dan hambatan yang akan kuhadapi..
Ya Allah..Ya Rabb..Berilah aku Kekuatan dan Ridho-Mu untuk berjalan di jalan-Mu.
Aku yakin bahwa di dunia ini semua anak berhak mendapat pengajaran including for the disorder one..

Hari ini aku dah mulai mencari buku2 tentang bagaimana menjadi seorang guru seni dan olah raga yang baik. Semoga Sukses ..( Motivate my self )




Inspired by :
Astuti Wiwin Widi..Ada tiga hal di dunia ini yang amalnya terus mangalir : anak yang sholeh - ilmu yang bermanfaat - amal jariyah.